recent thoughts

I’m going to try my best to post daily here on this blog. I feel as if I haven’t given this blog enough love or attention due to my very so busy life and many commitments. Yes, this is another post update without any pictures (sorry, I’m not sure what pictures to put in but if you guys have any suggestions please comment or message away!)

As I write this little post sitting on my desk chair I’ve have taken the best relaxing shower after a friends party. Yes, I am feeling all tingly and warm and it’s one of the best feelings ever. I decided to write another post which is dedicated to all those little thoughts in my head, current emotions and all the other stuff that I would like to share on this secret tiny blog of mine.

Has anyone have those annoying small thoughts that bug you but won’t go away? Sometimes I experience them and they are so irritating its doing my head in. Does anyone know how to deal with this? Advice would be appreciated.

Thats one minor thing down but another thing I would like to post about is inspirations. Recently I’ve been feeling inspired to craft more, be nicer and just be generally positive about life (although I must admit, It’s hard sometimes. Cutiepiemarzia (my idol ) had inspired me to create this very blog (thank you) One day I hope she notices me believe it or not. I’ll leave a link to her blog here. Her drawings are super cute and I love her style (super cute and amazing) Watching people blog and vlog their lives is interesting. It kinda makes you think about yours and what you can do to influence another human being.

Talking about style, I’m one of those people who loves plants and vintage fashion. Yes I’m that type of gal. I’m also antisocial which doesn’t come to surprise to you (hopefully) I prefer talking to animals over people and like reading instead of socialising. Yep sad life but its worth it.

Oh. my. gosh. Suddenly an idea sprung to mind as I type this. I will show you guys (on my next post) things that I’m currently loving (yes there will be photos involved) A few of these things are birthday gifts and I hope you’ll like that upcoming post because I sure will.

Well I think thats all I have to say now. If you read this all, wow well done. Thanks for giving me a chance hahaha. Please feel free to leave a comment or message me (if there is a message platform here I’m not sure???)

Until next time,



plants and nature make me happy

Even from a young age, visiting parks and feeding ducks was my go to hobby. Before the need of technology occurred in me I found that nature and its wonders were my obsessions. My parents can recall me picking up dried up leaves during autumn in the city (yes they were dirty and they continuously told me to put it back which I reluctantly did)

I apologise for my previous blogpost. It wasn’t the best rant and it was very emotional indeed. I just needed some place to rant my emotions because I find bottling it up won’t help or do any good but mostly heighten the pain. Yes finding valuable friends is hard and going through tough breakups (the friendship kind ha. I’m a single pringle forever) makes you stronger and more wiser, although the terrible set of mind it puts you through.

By looking at nature and plants it calms me and just grounds me back to reality (as cheesy that sounds) Recently I’ve been getting back to writing in my personal diary which one day I hope becomes a special relic. That would be really cool! Like in 2100 or something they might dig it up and sit down to read my pathetic entries filled with emotion and drama haha! Sorry, I’ve been watching too many treasure hunt videos on Youtube. I must admit, those videos are addicting. Speaking about watching stuff, I’ve binged watched the whole season of 13 reasons why. A beautiful and tragically realistic take on teenage life and high school. (although all tv shows and movies are overdramatic)

Sorta went off topic on this post, oh well.

I still hope you enjoy reading my random thoughts and posts about my life so far in this little cute quiet blog.

Signing out,




“Where dreams happen”

Beside the point that today is Halloween and almost an end to my long school weekend, I have a few announcements to make!

Today is the day where I received my journal!! (Will post picture later in another blog post which is dedicated to writing/journals) Although it looks printed, it was still pretty and I treasured it a lot. I haven’t been neglecting this blog but things have been busy. (again with exams but I find it a hard time trying to study for them) 

Things I need to say before I forget: otherwise known as announcements (not much but the first one is the one which I’m most excited about!!!)

  • I’m creating an eBay shop/Depop shop to sell some of my clothes that needs a new home 🙂 (I’ll provide the link later maybe late or early December) I’m super excited for this! I hope people buy things in my shop! 
  • Revealing holiday plans soon! (Photography ideas?) (Hoping for a trip to the beach for some photography which I will gladly post on this blog!)

A shop that I am looking forward in to buying things is: The Jacks

Their candles are so cute and edgy and I’m dying to get the black deer with a yellow candle. Please check out their website! (It’s pretty awesome)

That’s all for today! Happy Halloween (If you are in Australia/other parts in the world that is ahead of US)


Daily Thoughts


I took a moment to appreciate the sunset and just took a moment to pause and be in the present moment. I haven’t blog in a few days because I’m quite busy and exams are not far. Hopefully after the hectic schedule I can post more on my online diary. aka blog.

I thank everyone who followed my budding blog. To be honest I’d never thought I’d pass 3 followers. 🙂 So super excited.

This is sort of a new segment that I do and I will try to make it weekly 🙂 It’s called daily thoughts and each blog post I’ll mention and talk about things that came across my mind which is worth mentioning. It could be uplifting or depressing and maybe short or long but it would be something worth reading or noting, well for me. But I hope you find it interesting too (Plus maybe you might get glimpse of my photography like that picture of a sunset above!)

Todays daily thoughts would be focusing on friendships and what I think of them. (Plus maybe a bit of a back story)

For me, friendships would be always a come and go thing. I never had a friend who would stay for longer than 5 years. They either make new other friends or just simply leave. As a kid it made me insecure and conscious that everybody had a “friendship group” while I didn’t. At first I denied being alone and always and maybe desperately tried to fit in. But in the end I was the one who got hurt. It took years and all kinds of friendships to see that I have to be my own best friend first. I needed to stop looking for acceptance from others and just accept myself and just be happy with who I am and how far I come.

In this life my mother always told me that friends come and go. Some people believe they stay forever. Maybe they’ve found the “true friend” who laughs, shares secrets, helps you, listens and do all sort of great stuff that close friends do. Some times I look at it as like a sunset. Friends come and go like a sun rises and sets. You take a moment and enjoy the feeling of it coming and going. Sometimes I picture it as a metaphor that you only enjoy memories and as soon as it is gone you let it go and look forward to the next one. People are like that too.

Right now I’m working on myself. I’m imperfect but okay and I have lots of inspirations and dreams. Learning from years from depending on others and being that duckling who follows people around, I for the first time, would like to be independent and a leader. I’ve learnt to lean on myself and be content in spending time alone and with myself. Helping others and maybe encouraging them too is something I look forward to do in the future. Maybe helping that young child who is struggling to fit on or that adolescent teenager who can’t quite find their group.

For I am too, waiting on my true friend to arrive.



Something so simple can be so yet delightful and relaxing. Tea is definite item that I can’t live without. It’s so warm and peaceful and it really helps to destress.

Today was eventful. So much things on my mind but it’s never too late or too early for a nice warm cup of tea.

I’ve always wanted to try the tea containing actual flowers. It looks interesting. It’s spring at the moment but to be honest I drink tea every season.

My favourites include:

Chamomile: good for stress, detoxing and just a nice drink before bed.

Green tea(powder): helps with fullness, helps lose weight and just taste amazing. Make sure to add the correct amount or it will smell overpowering.

Jasmine tea: Smells great and I love the aroma. I drink this when I go to a restaurant always. They’ve served this tea before your meals. Kinda like a Chinese restaurant where the waiters and waitresses go to you so you can choose your food. (Yum Cha!) I still don’t know what that stand for! Please comment if you do. It’s probably something simple that I’ve missed. 

So far that’s all I can think about now. However I’ll update this list once I can think of more or taste new tea. Gotta save up money for the tea store.

Sweet dreams (night time in AUS)


The Australian Outback

I thought I’d start of the day with a photo of the Australian Outback. I’m pretty proud of the colour, it looks so clear (besides the blur) and the colour of the grass is really appealing to look at. This was taken a few days ago and I live in an area where the neighbourhood is basically nature and a widespread of grass.

And yes we do see kangaroos, but we don’t ride on kangaroos to school or anywhere. I find it hilarious that people outside of Australia thinks that it’s a deadly place and that everything practically kills you. Well not everything does but we do have large spiders and annoying weeds with spikes. So yeah enjoy your holiday in Australia 🙂

If anyone has questions about Australia or on how I’m still living please don’t hesitate to comment 🙂