I’m going to try my best to post daily here on this blog. I feel as if I haven’t given this blog enough love or attention due to my very so busy life and many commitments. Yes, this is another post update without any pictures (sorry, I’m not sure what pictures to put in but if you guys have any suggestions please comment or message away!)
As I write this little post sitting on my desk chair I’ve have taken the best relaxing shower after a friends party. Yes, I am feeling all tingly and warm and it’s one of the best feelings ever. I decided to write another post which is dedicated to all those little thoughts in my head, current emotions and all the other stuff that I would like to share on this secret tiny blog of mine.
Has anyone have those annoying small thoughts that bug you but won’t go away? Sometimes I experience them and they are so irritating its doing my head in. Does anyone know how to deal with this? Advice would be appreciated.
Thats one minor thing down but another thing I would like to post about is inspirations. Recently I’ve been feeling inspired to craft more, be nicer and just be generally positive about life (although I must admit, It’s hard sometimes. Cutiepiemarzia (my idol ) had inspired me to create this very blog (thank you) One day I hope she notices me believe it or not. I’ll leave a link to her blog here. Her drawings are super cute and I love her style (super cute and amazing) Watching people blog and vlog their lives is interesting. It kinda makes you think about yours and what you can do to influence another human being.
Talking about style, I’m one of those people who loves plants and vintage fashion. Yes I’m that type of gal. I’m also antisocial which doesn’t come to surprise to you (hopefully) I prefer talking to animals over people and like reading instead of socialising. Yep sad life but its worth it.
Oh. my. gosh. Suddenly an idea sprung to mind as I type this. I will show you guys (on my next post) things that I’m currently loving (yes there will be photos involved) A few of these things are birthday gifts and I hope you’ll like that upcoming post because I sure will.
Well I think thats all I have to say now. If you read this all, wow well done. Thanks for giving me a chance hahaha. Please feel free to leave a comment or message me (if there is a message platform here I’m not sure???)
Until next time,
Even from a young age, visiting parks and feeding ducks was my go to hobby. Before the need of technology occurred in me I found that nature and its wonders were my obsessions. My parents can recall me picking up dried up leaves during autumn in the city (yes they were dirty and they continuously told me to put it back which I reluctantly did)
I apologise for my previous blogpost. It wasn’t the best rant and it was very emotional indeed. I just needed some place to rant my emotions because I find bottling it up won’t help or do any good but mostly heighten the pain. Yes finding valuable friends is hard and going through tough breakups (the friendship kind ha. I’m a single pringle forever) makes you stronger and more wiser, although the terrible set of mind it puts you through.
By looking at nature and plants it calms me and just grounds me back to reality (as cheesy that sounds) Recently I’ve been getting back to writing in my personal diary which one day I hope becomes a special relic. That would be really cool! Like in 2100 or something they might dig it up and sit down to read my pathetic entries filled with emotion and drama haha! Sorry, I’ve been watching too many treasure hunt videos on Youtube. I must admit, those videos are addicting. Speaking about watching stuff, I’ve binged watched the whole season of 13 reasons why. A beautiful and tragically realistic take on teenage life and high school. (although all tv shows and movies are overdramatic)
Sorta went off topic on this post, oh well.
I still hope you enjoy reading my random thoughts and posts about my life so far in this little cute quiet blog.
Okay, I would like to share some thoughts with the small online blog hoping that neither any of my friends will stumble upon this.
Yes. I’m having drama with my friends. Like pretty bad drama to the point I’m moving away from them because I don’t feel included or loved and even ignored. It’s alright because I’m used to it. She wasn’t a true friend and never will be. I thought this was the one friendship that would last, however, I thought wrong. I feel so useless, unimportant and I’m just laughing about it. I apologise if i sound crappy or anything like that but its just its hard to keep it in without crying constantly. She doesn’t care at all. I’m like second best and I won’t accept this at all.
This is unfair if I put 100% in the friendship where she puts like less than 50%.
That’s it. I’m done.
I’m terribly sorry for neglecting my blog.
I’m so busy I have not time for myself to write at all. Senior year is hard and can be distracting from the things I like to do, like to write.
However a few things have been a delight during my absence on this blog which I am more than happy to share with you guys.
I discovered this Australian magazine through one of my best friends from school. It’s called frankie and its 100% my aesthetic. Here is the website. There is cool bits and bobs and its very entertaining (visually haha) Please reply down in the comments on what you think 🙂 Now I’m dedicated in collecting all the issues! Recently the website had a issue sale resulting in almost all of the old issues being sold out 😦 So far I have 3 issues of frankie sitting on my bookshelf. The covers are also often pretty and nice to look at, like everything from the site.
Reese chocolate peanut butter cups is the second best thing that I ever tasted this year (behind Cha time Guava Grapefruit frozen drink) Its a classic American chocolate snack that I wished I discovered earlier. (trying to eat in portions haha)
Recently I’ve visited my love for nature. I started to draw botanical drawings of plants and several insects like bees. Nature is beautiful and something we all take for granted. Posting my art on this blog is something I’m leaning towards. Planning on making a drawing scrapbook. The materials I use are copic markers, art paper and gel pens plus the most important tools; the eraser and pencil.
Feeling terribly sorry for neglecting the blog. So busy this year. Maybe next year I’ll post more frequently due to graduating from school 🙂
Summer is ending soon here in Australia and I’m sort of relieved and sad because I love the heat but I got tons of Autumn/Winter clothes. I wanted to post this because I know I would probably forget my goals for the upcoming seasons.
Personally, I think having goals is a good thing and is something to look forward to achieve (make sure its realistic though!). Its a lot like New Years resolutions except people actually complete more goals then resolutions! LOL Well I certainly did.
Here are my goals for Summer/Autumn 2017:
- Get fit. (I need exercise and need to get fit. They said you lose more weight in the winter because your body generates more heat to keep you warm??)
- Eat well (I’m guilty for this because I’ve been eating more junk food and letting myself go wild without a restriction. It’s terrible I know)
- Do less unnecessary shopping (To be honest its more to buy things I need not I want)
- Study hard and effectively (I’m no stranger when it comes to procrastination. I want get stuff done)
- Make more friends (Its always good to open yourself to different people and not be stuck with one friendship group)
- Be more positive! (This is something I am working on and it will be rewarding in the end)
Those are the goals I can think on the top of my head but I’m pretty sure there is more but I probably forgot or its just pretty minor.
Hopefully this motivates any of your to create goals for the upcoming months and even possibly years. (I’m not the best motivational person but you know where I’m coming from haha)