I’m going to try my best to post daily here on this blog. I feel as if I haven’t given this blog enough love or attention due to my very so busy life and many commitments. Yes, this is another post update without any pictures (sorry, I’m not sure what pictures to put in but if you guys have any suggestions please comment or message away!)
As I write this little post sitting on my desk chair I’ve have taken the best relaxing shower after a friends party. Yes, I am feeling all tingly and warm and it’s one of the best feelings ever. I decided to write another post which is dedicated to all those little thoughts in my head, current emotions and all the other stuff that I would like to share on this secret tiny blog of mine.
Has anyone have those annoying small thoughts that bug you but won’t go away? Sometimes I experience them and they are so irritating its doing my head in. Does anyone know how to deal with this? Advice would be appreciated.
Thats one minor thing down but another thing I would like to post about is inspirations. Recently I’ve been feeling inspired to craft more, be nicer and just be generally positive about life (although I must admit, It’s hard sometimes. Cutiepiemarzia (my idol ) had inspired me to create this very blog (thank you) One day I hope she notices me believe it or not. I’ll leave a link to her blog here. Her drawings are super cute and I love her style (super cute and amazing) Watching people blog and vlog their lives is interesting. It kinda makes you think about yours and what you can do to influence another human being.
Talking about style, I’m one of those people who loves plants and vintage fashion. Yes I’m that type of gal. I’m also antisocial which doesn’t come to surprise to you (hopefully) I prefer talking to animals over people and like reading instead of socialising. Yep sad life but its worth it.
Oh. my. gosh. Suddenly an idea sprung to mind as I type this. I will show you guys (on my next post) things that I’m currently loving (yes there will be photos involved) A few of these things are birthday gifts and I hope you’ll like that upcoming post because I sure will.
Well I think thats all I have to say now. If you read this all, wow well done. Thanks for giving me a chance hahaha. Please feel free to leave a comment or message me (if there is a message platform here I’m not sure???)
Until next time,
Even from a young age, visiting parks and feeding ducks was my go to hobby. Before the need of technology occurred in me I found that nature and its wonders were my obsessions. My parents can recall me picking up dried up leaves during autumn in the city (yes they were dirty and they continuously told me to put it back which I reluctantly did)
I apologise for my previous blogpost. It wasn’t the best rant and it was very emotional indeed. I just needed some place to rant my emotions because I find bottling it up won’t help or do any good but mostly heighten the pain. Yes finding valuable friends is hard and going through tough breakups (the friendship kind ha. I’m a single pringle forever) makes you stronger and more wiser, although the terrible set of mind it puts you through.
By looking at nature and plants it calms me and just grounds me back to reality (as cheesy that sounds) Recently I’ve been getting back to writing in my personal diary which one day I hope becomes a special relic. That would be really cool! Like in 2100 or something they might dig it up and sit down to read my pathetic entries filled with emotion and drama haha! Sorry, I’ve been watching too many treasure hunt videos on Youtube. I must admit, those videos are addicting. Speaking about watching stuff, I’ve binged watched the whole season of 13 reasons why. A beautiful and tragically realistic take on teenage life and high school. (although all tv shows and movies are overdramatic)
Sorta went off topic on this post, oh well.
I still hope you enjoy reading my random thoughts and posts about my life so far in this little cute quiet blog.
Okay, I would like to share some thoughts with the small online blog hoping that neither any of my friends will stumble upon this.
Yes. I’m having drama with my friends. Like pretty bad drama to the point I’m moving away from them because I don’t feel included or loved and even ignored. It’s alright because I’m used to it. She wasn’t a true friend and never will be. I thought this was the one friendship that would last, however, I thought wrong. I feel so useless, unimportant and I’m just laughing about it. I apologise if i sound crappy or anything like that but its just its hard to keep it in without crying constantly. She doesn’t care at all. I’m like second best and I won’t accept this at all.
This is unfair if I put 100% in the friendship where she puts like less than 50%.
That’s it. I’m done.