Even from a young age, visiting parks and feeding ducks was my go to hobby. Before the need of technology occurred in me I found that nature and its wonders were my obsessions. My parents can recall me picking up dried up leaves during autumn in the city (yes they were dirty and they continuously told me to put it back which I reluctantly did)
I apologise for my previous blogpost. It wasn’t the best rant and it was very emotional indeed. I just needed some place to rant my emotions because I find bottling it up won’t help or do any good but mostly heighten the pain. Yes finding valuable friends is hard and going through tough breakups (the friendship kind ha. I’m a single pringle forever) makes you stronger and more wiser, although the terrible set of mind it puts you through.
By looking at nature and plants it calms me and just grounds me back to reality (as cheesy that sounds) Recently I’ve been getting back to writing in my personal diary which one day I hope becomes a special relic. That would be really cool! Like in 2100 or something they might dig it up and sit down to read my pathetic entries filled with emotion and drama haha! Sorry, I’ve been watching too many treasure hunt videos on Youtube. I must admit, those videos are addicting. Speaking about watching stuff, I’ve binged watched the whole season of 13 reasons why. A beautiful and tragically realistic take on teenage life and high school. (although all tv shows and movies are overdramatic)
Sorta went off topic on this post, oh well.
I still hope you enjoy reading my random thoughts and posts about my life so far in this little cute quiet blog.
Okay, I would like to share some thoughts with the small online blog hoping that neither any of my friends will stumble upon this.
Yes. I’m having drama with my friends. Like pretty bad drama to the point I’m moving away from them because I don’t feel included or loved and even ignored. It’s alright because I’m used to it. She wasn’t a true friend and never will be. I thought this was the one friendship that would last, however, I thought wrong. I feel so useless, unimportant and I’m just laughing about it. I apologise if i sound crappy or anything like that but its just its hard to keep it in without crying constantly. She doesn’t care at all. I’m like second best and I won’t accept this at all.
This is unfair if I put 100% in the friendship where she puts like less than 50%.
I’m so busy I have not time for myself to write at all. Senior year is hard and can be distracting from the things I like to do, like to write.
However a few things have been a delight during my absence on this blog which I am more than happy to share with you guys.
I discovered this Australian magazine through one of my best friends from school. It’s called frankie and its 100% my aesthetic. Here is the website. There is cool bits and bobs and its very entertaining (visually haha) Please reply down in the comments on what you think 🙂 Now I’m dedicated in collecting all the issues! Recently the website had a issue sale resulting in almost all of the old issues being sold out 😦 So far I have 3 issues of frankie sitting on my bookshelf. The covers are also often pretty and nice to look at, like everything from the site.
Reese chocolate peanut butter cups is the second best thing that I ever tasted this year (behind Cha time Guava Grapefruit frozen drink) Its a classic American chocolate snack that I wished I discovered earlier. (trying to eat in portions haha)
Recently I’ve visited my love for nature. I started to draw botanical drawings of plants and several insects like bees. Nature is beautiful and something we all take for granted. Posting my art on this blog is something I’m leaning towards. Planning on making a drawing scrapbook. The materials I use are copic markers, art paper and gel pens plus the most important tools; the eraser and pencil.
Feeling terribly sorry for neglecting the blog. So busy this year. Maybe next year I’ll post more frequently due to graduating from school 🙂
It’s a new year and it means there are some habits to change and keep. Personally last year was terrible and just a really crappy year in my life. Thankfully I’ve managed to move past that and learn from my mistakes. This is the my final year in high school and it seems daunting and exciting. I’ve planned out what I want to do this year and what I want to achieve. Although I know there would be a lot of setbacks coming my way.
Today I attended a seminar that my school held outside of campus. It was a long 12 hour seminar from morning to night. It covered several things about stress of final exams and how to look after yourself. It was all fun but I was so tired from the lack of sleep from the night before.
I’ll set a goal to always update my blog on WordPress. If not daily, weekly or even monthly if things get really busy. However I’m sure to update once I finished school and well of in early years of University/College (For you Americans 🙂 ) I’m more than happy to document my thoughts and feelings and maybe talk to you guys 🙂
I’m a huge photography fan. (Does that make sense? Ha. ) I love images and beautiful photos that capture the beauty of the time and place. So if you are new here, welcome. You probably know me (ish) because I tried so hard to get Marzia to notice me. (She still hasn’t *sad face*)
Unfortunately I’ll have to go but I haven’t forgotten my teeny blog! Hope you enjoy your stay and feel free to drop in a message or comment 🙂
(Note: Although I was super excited to show open my shop in Depop I couldn’t because of some difficulties. Sorry!)
Today was a cold and windy day which arrived after a beautiful hot day yesterday. However just as a promised I provided a photo of my new journal/diary where I write my deepest darkest secrets. Haha, I was just kidding. I just wrote entries of my day and emptying my thoughts onto this slab of paper.
This week was eventful but nothing worth mentioning happened. Just got some thoughts thinking what if that or this happened. I started daydreaming about being internet famous or just travelling the world to my favourite countries. Living in the worlds most liveable city, I’m super grateful. I would still like to explore the world and the wonders of the world. How cool would that be?
This upcoming week will be hectic busy. I would be studying for exams and preparing to open a shop where I can sell my clothes or any random things 🙂 (They need a home guys!) Also, this week is performance week for my band at school 🙂 Super duper excited! I’m on the keyboard and I practice heaps for it! It’s also my mothers birthday tomorrow so haha a family celebration will be taking place soon.
Again, the issue of friendships has been arising for me. Its like I have these thoughts that I am spending such a good time with them and so that my brain says all random negative crap about not having true friends or these friends will just leave you in the end. (Best to ignore this thoughts but make sure you realise having negative thoughts is normal!) Hoping the best to come to all of you! And if you followed me thank you so much! 🙂
Beside the point that today is Halloween and almost an end to my long school weekend, I have a few announcements to make!
Today is the day where I received my journal!! (Will post picture later in another blog post which is dedicated to writing/journals) Although it looks printed, it was still pretty and I treasured it a lot. I haven’t been neglecting this blog but things have been busy. (again with exams but I find it a hard time trying to study for them)
Things I need to say before I forget: otherwise known as announcements (not much but the first one is the one which I’m most excited about!!!)
I’m creating an eBay shop/Depop shop to sell some of my clothes that needs a new home 🙂 (I’ll provide the link later maybe late or early December) I’m super excited for this! I hope people buy things in my shop!
Revealing holiday plans soon! (Photography ideas?) (Hoping for a trip to the beach for some photography which I will gladly post on this blog!)
A shop that I am looking forward in to buying things is: The Jacks
Their candles are so cute and edgy and I’m dying to get the black deer with a yellow candle. Please check out their website! (It’s pretty awesome)
That’s all for today! Happy Halloween (If you are in Australia/other parts in the world that is ahead of US)
Something so simple can be so yet delightful and relaxing. Tea is definite item that I can’t live without. It’s so warm and peaceful and it really helps to destress.
Today was eventful. So much things on my mind but it’s never too late or too early for a nice warm cup of tea.
I’ve always wanted to try the tea containing actual flowers. It looks interesting. It’s spring at the moment but to be honest I drink tea every season.
My favourites include:
Chamomile: good for stress, detoxing and just a nice drink before bed.
Green tea(powder): helps with fullness, helps lose weight and just taste amazing. Make sure to add the correct amount or it will smell overpowering.
Jasmine tea: Smells great and I love the aroma. I drink this when I go to a restaurant always. They’ve served this tea before your meals. Kinda like a Chinese restaurant where the waiters and waitresses go to you so you can choose your food. (Yum Cha!) I still don’t know what that stand for! Please comment if you do. It’s probably something simple that I’ve missed.
So far that’s all I can think about now. However I’ll update this list once I can think of more or taste new tea. Gotta save up money for the tea store.